Paper Clouds

MOVED.

2009-06-24T18:06:00.004+08:00

Post: 705

MayMay has moved (: Please relink.

All future posts will be at http://somewhereinthestratosphere.wordpress.com/

I do love blogger alot and I can't post from wordpress from my BlackBerry but I suppose there's always time for change (:

Thank you for your patronage thus far (:

♥ MayMay

Prefects Meeting 22/6/09

2009-06-22T17:55:00.010+08:00

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

The tension was like out of the atmosphere. Seriously. And. uh. I suppose we got over it by belting our tunes and air-guitaring. We waited for the teacher to finish their meeting before they could actually announce the EXCO board. just like I said the new board line-up is probably really weird.

Pelapis EXCO Kantin - Izzatt Helmi

IZAAAAAAAATT. Remember Iryan was pelapis EXCO kantin as well XD

Pelapis EXCO SpotCheck - Tan Jen Li

congratz Jen!

Pelapis EXCO Perhimpunan - Daniel Immanuel Koshy

ohemgee Koshy!! it's like Danial Syaukani/ Daniel Koshy

Pelapis EXCO Jualan - Benjamin Ong Boon Keat

You got what you wanted ONG. Congrats! I still think you have something going on with *cough J cough. I mean c'mon it's so obvious. XD

Pelapis EXCO RPA - Me

Pelapis EXCO Disiplin - Yim Kong Joe

omg JOE!!

Pelapis EXCO Bendahari - Nor Elmira Sherryna Gazali

e x p e c t e d. Pengawas cemerlang...

Pelapis EXCO Setiausaha - Ong Sue Cern

See I told you you'll get something right? Never believe me somemore XP

EXCO line-up

EXCO Kantin - Aniq

EXCO Perhimpunan - Danial Syaukani

EXCO Spotcheck - Ang Hao Hao Sern Sern (:

EXCO Jualan - Sue Hu-ey

EXCO RPA - Melissa! unzipped XD

EXCO Disiplin - Sook Yaaaaaaaan

EXCO Bendahari - Imran

EXCO Setiausaha - Visasasa

Ketua Pengawas RPA - Ezieeeeeee

Ketua Pengawas Disiplin - Fazlin!

Ketua Pengawas - Sonia Ngowwwww

And that is what the meeting today was about. And. Um. Yea I'm moving (: and since that particular address I wanted was stolen by some bugger on blogspot that posted exactly ONE post. I shall try Wordpress. I'll annouce the address once my blog is ready. For now no more posts here

obligatory?

2009-06-21T16:39:00.002+08:00

am posting crap. Not becuase I have nothing better to do but becuase I feel like I have to. It's raining outside. My day was, uh, boring. Nothing happened that I should note down. Well I called Awin just now and we talked for like half and hour? Then it started raining and both of us had to go collect baju into the house. Uh. Idk what to say.

I feel like changing my blog address. But idk what to change it to. Will change once inspiration strikes me.

OH btw for Olympiad I only managed to answer 6 out of 9 questions. And my answers were all stupid

f(n) is the sum of the first n numbers.
0,1,1,2,2,3,3,4,4,5,5,6,6,7,7.....
Prove that f(s+t)-f(s-t) = st

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

MayMay's stupid answer:
n = 4 because 0+1+1+2 = 4 therefore n = 4
f(s+t)-f(s-t) = fs+ft-fs+ft = 2ft
Since f(n) = 4 and n = 4 that means f = 1
so f(s+t)-f(s-t) = (s+t)-(s-t) = s+t-s+t = 2t

uh. I forgot what I did next. crap.

all I remember is somehow I did something and then winded up with 2t = st
and I couldn't take back my paper so I really forgot what I wrote.
SunPhang and KokWing didn't exit the hall until the end. Me and Cern went out after we got bored of drawing on the free paper they supplied XD. Well I did. Not sure about Cern.

Uh. sorry Awin I wasnt paying attention to guys. I was doing last minute study using BlackBerry.

And. uh. Ohwell. idk what else to say.

Thinking of changing to a non-navi skin so it's easier to use on my BB but me likes thie skin ):

olympiad maths competition '09

2009-06-20T09:31:00.000+08:00

All the thing I couldve done/ am supposed to do today:
1. Taekwondo training
2. Interact carwash
3. Pn. Florence extra class

And of all the things to do I chose to go for a suicidal maths competition. Gawd I really don't know how KokWing and SunPhang talked me into this and I really don't knwo what I'm doing in UM in front of the exam hall before the Olympiad Maths competition but for some reason I'm here. Sigh.

Happy 15th Hannah!

2009-06-19T23:25:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday HannahWongSoonYee. The girl that gave me 200 headaches because she changes her blog address, like, every 2 months? If she changes her house address that often her husband gonn be broke! The girl with the voice of an angel (: Keep smiling
♥ MayMay

P/S I realized it's not exactly 12 yet but oh wellllssss XD I hafta sleep soon need to wake up tomorrow for Olympiad which I have absolutely NO hope of winning.

science is kewl

2009-06-19T15:13:00.002+08:00

Forgot to type this out, but playing with powders are the most awesome thing. Ever.

Argh I went downstairs to get BR and Rach went offline): JamaicanAlmondFudge+Pralines&Cream. the only 2 flavours left in my fridge. BR always tastes great. Though originally I had a craving for M&Ms but oh well BR is better :D

oh well. Back to story. Pn Nany let us do the experiment about the reaction between minerals. For some reason, when I did the experiment with carbonate my boiling tube cracked for no reason I was like "WTF". But then our result was positive XD
Uhm. Then she let us do the reaction between metals and oxygen which was so kewl. Flaming boiling tubes. I like. I was soo cool it looked like a lava lamp. Awesomeness. Wish I took pictures.

Note to certain people: Love me hate me I don't really give a daaaamn. Seriously I hate, hate, hate fake hypocrites. And you know what you've never changed since the start. I try so so so hard to be nice to you. It was all pointless. Second, Third chances for you to prove yourself humanwith morals, turns out you really are rotten down all the way to the core. Just go get a life. Stop acting nice to me in front of me there's only so much I can take. So go bitch about me all you want don't even think for a moment when something matters I'll take pity on you. It's so hard to pity you. Seriously it is. I can only be nice to you when you continue stabbing me for that long. Go be fake with your fake friends for all I care, stay out of my sight. And don't even bother singing along to a song that started from my side of the class.

belting tunes

2009-06-19T14:24:00.002+08:00

What if my chances are already gone. I started believing that I could be wrong.

Belting out tunes during sivik. Apparently my project is all wrong and I'm getting really low for mid-terms but idk why I just don't care.

Dandelions are my new favourite. Since doing Gate B Sarah Ellise and I make flower chains everyday xD

gaaaarh

2009-06-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

Finished sivik. You wouldn't believe how I did it. Its so obviously the most malas persons job. Seriously. There's zero effort in it. But technically it does contain everything its supposed to contain. I just couldn't be bothered to arrange it. I'm not handing my geo. She's seen my draft and someone deleted times new roman from the desktop and brother took his laptop to sarawak. I think. So yea. I lost half my project so I have to redo :x so much for wanting to sleep early...

Quote Pn Hazizan: It's not cute anymore. It's stupid!

2009-06-18T20:38:00.002+08:00

It's not cute anymore. It's stupid!
Sex is responsibility!!

Pn. Hazizan says the most memorable things XD

Okay Amirul was jobless so he wrote down Ben's fuuuuuuuuul name on the board. Benjamin Ong Boon Keat a/l Bernard Ong something something married to .... And it ended at the other end of the board. ROFL moment!

Colour theme for IU day is now Black/Red. Looks like I have to dig through wardrobe again. Or maybe it's a excuse for me to go shopping :D

uhm. Passed up my seni project. He said my batiks were ugly D: okay maybe they were. the paint was retarded. But then he said: "ini tak penting" so oh wells (:

Everything on my computer is italic D: Idk what happened. I'm attempting to change it back but I can't find the right button to click. Ooops looks like I can't do my Geo project XD I heard she was hospitalised :S

Oh crap someone deleted TimesNewRoman from my desktop. grrrrrr.

Will blog again later after settling somethings

numbers. gaaaaah

2009-06-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

Doing simultaneous linear equations. And already I'm reaching for the calculator. I can't believe I'm supposed to go for olympiad this saturday. I'm just gonna pull all your marks down. I'm reaaaaally sorry KokWing and SunPhang you guys are geniuses and you'd probably win if someone smarter than me were on your team. Flipped through SunPhangs past year papers and I'm like 'ohshite someone needs to teach me trig NOW' and gimme a brain transplant as well. Gawd I feel horrible.

KokWing crash course me tmr? :x

IU outfit? choice

2009-06-17T16:22:00.002+08:00

Since the colour theme this year is Black&White I have ransacked my wardrobe and dug up these:

Zebra print dress my brother chose for me when we went out shopping. It doesn't have sleeves though. And me loves me boots I can stab people with it :D and it's obvious it's above the knee. The top part which the flash decided to hide is a wide collar. And it looks weird with a shawl. So me refuses to wear shawl if I wear that D: I'll have to wear my Matrix long coat over it. Urgh. stupid dress codes D:

Can't get anymore "decent" than this. White shirt, black vest, black tie, black slacks. This outfit sticks to my skin like a second skin. Seriously. And though it's not in the picture I'll probably wear this with my new black and white flats. Uh... yea I look like a dude XD

So help me? :x

stuffed toys = ♥

2009-06-17T15:35:00.003+08:00

This is Pinky (:

This is PaddingtonBear

This is Shamu :D

And noowww I have Ladybugbug!!

yay yay Ladybugbug eat my Math homework!

14th IU Day

2009-06-16T19:58:00.001+08:00

Image says all (: Spread the word!

16/6/2009

2009-06-16T14:56:00.000+08:00

Got back some test papers. Surprised at my essay marks. I was so scared I'd go off topic. Screwed up my objective paper though somehow I got an 88.
By some unknown miracle I got an A for BM. A 78 a but oh well the paper was freakin hard. Garh.
Uhm. Math was dissapointing. Only got a 92. Cern got 99. The only subject I only seem to be able to beat her in is English. And that's by luck.

Next monday prefects meeting they're going to announce the new exco board. Everyones getting excited about pelapis. Honestly, budak ini sudah tak kisah. Reason being:
1. Too much competition. Tak yah harap to get post
2. Pn. Sim is leaving the board. ): even though pn. Hazizan will still be with us.
3. No idea who the new prefect teacher is going to be.
4. I'm hoping to get a post in ed-board. If I get pelapis I wouldn't be able to give more commitment to ed-board.
But then I'd be really dissapointed too seeing that all you awesome people are getting pelapis and you guys would be doing so much without me. And then you all will get exco and during camp you people will be organising and I'd be stuck on some bizzare team. That's just gonna be reaaal sad ):

cut my heart out

2009-06-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

When you talk about love being all "soft and buttery" as some people say it. I guess I'm forced to object no? Love is like free falling. Off a cliff. You feel the rush of the wind, you feel like you're flying. You feel you have no limits, no boundaries. You feel the world no longer matters. That is before you fall smack into the ground. Your bones crushed to debris. Then you realize you've just had your heart melted and ripped out. Love is for idealists. Yet without suffering how can anyone know the meaning of happiness. Without love I cease to exist.

back to school

2009-06-15T16:11:00.000+08:00

Hillarity ensured. Suecern, Pavan and I freaked Chandra about the details of the horrors of smoking. But apparently he wasn't freaked. I practically bullshitted everything I'm surprised anyone actually believed me. Oh welll. Um. kokWing freaked people with his extremely high pitched girly scream on the way back from science lab. ROFL moment! Um. I haven't done my geo XD thank god she didn't come

confuzzlement

2009-06-14T12:34:00.000+08:00

As much as I owe you for donating your fucking sperm and dna to create this organism I can't find anything in me that has to ability to thank I dickhead like you. Anyone dares call me and ask for you I tell them you're dead you fucker. You make me cry I seriously seriously am going to make you bleed till you're dry and don't you dare ever even think that I can't.

change of heart - jodi picoult

2009-06-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

"Heaven isn't a place"
"I didn't say it had to have map coordinates"
"If it were in the sky then the birds would get there before you. If it were under the sea then the fish would be first"
"Then where is it?"
"Its inside you. And outside too"

pillars are nice to hug

2009-06-13T12:25:00.001+08:00

Benji actually acted like a reasonable canadian snob today. I kicked Loi in the face and couldn't stop laughing. Idk but it was really funny. I kicked Loi in the stomach too. He's nice to kick because he's the correct height and he's tough so it makes a nice sound. Pillars are nice to hug because they're cold and hard. Even though marble would be much better, concrete's fine when you can't be bothered. Sir Donovan thinks I should see a doctor if I'm dying. I think I'm so used in self diagnosing I wouldn't even bother with doctors advice. Its all the placebo effect anyway. Just take whatever pill you feel like taking and they all work the same. Except when you find out its all placebo then none of them work at all. I'm emmiting such a dark aura my cats ran away from me. There's a thunderstorm. Fantastic.

go die sriously im sick of typing about you

2009-06-13T10:24:00.000+08:00

I don't even know why I bother arguing with you anymore. Its fixking useless. I don't even know why I try so hard myself when its obvious you really can't give a fuuuck what happens to me. You know how many times I wished I was adopted and I had my real parents somewhere out there that are actuslly willing to sponsor my college education. And you really don't give a damn. All you ever do is make me do everything and just never ever bother acknowledging me. You know how pissing off that is. Oh look your little sister can wash her own plate! Let's buy her a nintendo DS. You go wash every other persons dishes. Seriously I'm nlt your fucking indonesian maid. But you just love throwing everything to me don't you? And I don't even have the right to comain. I don't even know why I'm still talking to you when all I get are sharp orders. I'm not cinde-fucking-rella. Last night after readint this Picoult book I was actually being grateful I wasnt shot dead by my own father. Nowadays I can't seem to wait for the day I die. I use to think I was too valuable an asset with such a bright future ahead of me if only I would work hard to get it. Now I just think I'm another potentially suicidal/homicidal teen tht wants to run away from home. I hope you don't pick me up from tkd. Rrally I do

my brother's friend -John- has a weird laugh

2009-06-12T11:03:00.001+08:00

brothers friend came over before they went off for debate. Brother won't be home for a weeeeek *gasps more chores for me ): John seriously reminds me of some anime character. XD

little girls should not play zombie games

2009-06-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

Entertaining. Watching my sister scream while playing left4dead. I kinda like that game XD cept for the disgusting sound the zombies make. Daammn sick. Ahahaha

drop dead; wish I could

2009-06-11T14:02:00.001+08:00

it's easy for all of you isn't it? May May this, May May that. Jie this, Jie that. I fucking pisses me off. I've already lost my voice screaming replies. I'm already fucking sick. As in physically and mentally. Now would yuo fucking give me some peace and let me dig my own ditch so I can die in it. Shut. Up,

this is called a holiday? hmm maybe not

2009-06-11T13:07:00.001+08:00

this. is. so. not. what. i. call. a. holiday.

I can't wait for the year to be over. I can't wait till my parents go back to work like full time. I can' wait till the day I die.

what the fuck does it have to do with you

2009-06-11T12:52:00.001+08:00

you know what. seriously. I know you're my brother and all. but what the fuuuck does anything I do have anything to do with you. Whats your business in critisizing every aspect of my life that you never had a chance to have. Bugger off. seriously. i'm supposed to be on holiday but I can't imagine being under more stress.

hangored XD

2009-06-10T14:38:00.000+08:00

Koreans have very, very, very good choreographers (:

uh.. potatoeee?

2009-06-09T16:45:00.002+08:00

Random title. I finished my tuition work in BM. My hair is so uncontrolable. Um... Daddy has been breathing down my neck to start studying...

gossip girl season 2

2009-06-08T23:32:00.001+08:00

Finished season 2 of gossip girl. Ohemgee I can't believe Chuck and Blair finallly happened!! me loves season finale (:
Another reason I love this phone. Torrents plus headphones equals gossip girl anywhere XD
Can't bloody wait for season 3.

what I've done? XD

2009-06-08T17:11:00.002+08:00

gogo watch Chandra singing What I've Done on Facebook

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1164696400168&ref=nf

hillarious!

Chandra: to cross out what I've beeeecomeeeeeeeeee...;
can'tsinganymoreI'mgonnagetheartattack

ROFL moment!

vanity rights? :x

2009-06-08T12:04:00.006+08:00

I have a tail now! nyaaaaaaaaaaaa. My hairrr ): If we go out I shall show you the horror upon horrors. And me bought a new dress LAST NIGHT so XD

hair cut

2009-06-07T18:04:00.001+08:00

I left my hair in the hands of a lala stylist. She was nice. but... um.
I shall post pictures later. Going out now.

Kaleidoscope Charity Dance Concert

2009-06-07T12:27:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 12 becuase I was baking cupcakes the night before. Had lunch and put on my outfit(: Can I say I was pleased since it was less than 50 to put together the whole thing? XD Accessories included.

Um. did my makeup in the car. That's why it was so sloppy.

Got there at 2.30. Bribed Minaho with a cupcake XD Did the kids' makeup. Then went out to help with the ushering. Gave out dozens of programs. Minaho and JeyAn were crazy hyper and litrally ambushing everyone with programs. Sarah Jane was there! And so were JenLi and CherLyn. Oh there were a couple of people that got their seats messed up so Sam and I had to correct it. Um. Then. Did everyone elses makeup. Yay me and my rogue XD and gloss. And shimmery eyeshadow. muahahaha

Went backstage. The little kids are soooo adorable. And they never seem to run out of energy. Gawd. So basically I had to make sure Minaho, Jey An and these 2 boys didn't get themselves injured doing flips. While making sure the others didn't run all over the place.

When they were performning Reverse It- Missy Elliot we were freestylin backstage XD

Went on stage, felt the stage aura. Man I love that feeling. How can anyone, anyone ever give up dancing. I mean, when you're up there, you're just a star, doing whatever you're doing and doing it the best you can. Everyone in the audience kinda slips from your mind. Idk how to describe it. It's just the most awesome feeling. Being on gigantic stage with mist spraying and disco lights in the air. Did whatever I did on stage. Went off. And like, ate cupcakes XD

Sizzling housewives was so sexAy! Manuela, you on fiyah!!! TeacherRozmin and AuntyAnne did a jass item. Um. The UM students did GimmeGimmeMore bebeh!

Loads of other stuff I can't seem to recall at this point. Grand finale I got to present the bouquet to TeacherRozmin whle Miya and Sam to AuntySanya and AuntyJulie respectively.

And THAT, is a wrap (:

concerto babay

2009-06-06T12:42:00.000+08:00

Woke up late thanks to Miya. did I write about it yet? XD
oh well. Got into my new outfit which I'm quite pleased with considering I did speeeeed shopping that day. Leaving at about 2, Damn I still need a haircut

kaleidoscope charity dance concert: breaktime

2009-06-06T11:39:00.001+08:00

Teabreak now. Will blog later.

sleepy head

2009-06-06T11:39:00.000+08:00

Skipped taekwondo because I just woke up XD blame it on Nakajima Miya I was up till 3 last night

you owe me woman XD

2009-06-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

Thanks to my imcredibly intelligent friend ( yes Miya this means you) I am baking cupcakes at this time of the night. In front of the TV. Woman yoi owe me!!!
Not using the measuring so god bless the people eating this. And I'm using whatever ingredients I can find so.... (:

makeup hunt (:

2009-06-05T22:05:00.003+08:00

Makeup ready, outfit ready. Scouring the house for makeup remover which I can't seem to find ):

Watching The Sniper because I don't have anything better to do again. Technically I do have homework and projects. But oh wellls (:

Happy 15th Awin!

2009-06-05T18:30:00.004+08:00

This is a post dedicated to all the times we laughed together; all the time we got high together (as if we were on drugs); all the times we did something stupid together; all the times we cried over something ridiculous; all the times we fought over something even more ridiculous; all the times we made up after fighting over that ridiculous something; all the times we spent 2 hours on the phone talking till the phone bill went up up up; all the times we did something embarassing and lived to tell; all the times we were dealing with one of your many many many love interests XD; basically every memory we shared. This is a post dedicated to:

SHARIFAH SHAZUWIN BINTI SYED SHEH; HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Enjoyed my so-called early birthday present? :x *has ROFL moment*

me lovveeeesssssss! (: I'm sorry I'm hyper. Idk where you and D are at the moment but I presume you're going out? When you finally get your internet back and read this it probably isn't your birthday no more but still (:

♥ MayMay

kaleidoscope charity concert

2009-06-05T15:21:00.000+08:00

Doing the chicken dance in Perdana Siswa Auditorium in UM.
Can't remember tha last charity concert in a reeeaaal auditorium I had. I think I was 11. Gawd I miss this (:
The auditorium is really cool. The stage is huuuuge. Sam and Miya are running round the place.

Tamara is sooo adorable (: I shall take a picture of her if she stops running away XD

Miya just put a plastic ait on her head cuz she's bored...

I refuuuuuseeee

2009-06-05T13:01:00.000+08:00

Refuse to do my sister's share of the chore (: I need a non-navi skin soon XD
Rehearsals later on. Then I think I have to go shopping (:

ew, my new light is orange

2009-06-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

Watched half of The International because I was bored and my sister was screaming over the fact tht her luggage isn't packed the right way. She still hasn't packed and she's leaving tomorrow. God bless her

bumbedadum;

2009-06-04T13:08:00.001+08:00

blogging out of obligation. Finished half of the chores. Still half to go. Dad is making lunch. *gasps
Hope I don't get a stomachache XD

Looks like no more flip-flops for me. Apparently it damages.

2009-06-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

Fuck off. Seriously. You're pathetic acting annoys me

serenety

2009-06-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

You know the best part about sitting on a street corner when it's dark outside?
People see that you're carrying nothing but a slingbag and dressed to warm for the weather and ignore you because assume you're just another running away from home. When in reality you're just a little girl looking for someone to rely on. Beacause you just realized that all this while your world just crumbled around. And all the people that claim they care don't gove a damn.

do you even give a fuuuuuuuuuuck

2009-06-03T18:50:00.001+08:00

I guess you don't

pissed

2009-06-03T18:50:00.000+08:00

Pissed at the fact that nobody has any sense of responsibility. pissed at the fact that for the second year in the row - actually put effort into something for absolutel nothing.
Pissed at the fact that I take something really really seriously and what was it even for?
Pissed at the fact that I tore a thigh muscle for no reason.
Pissed at the fact that I spent hours watching dance choreographies when I could've put in so much more to my studies and I didn't get any results.
Pissed at the fact that I haven't eaten dinner.
Pissed at the fact that I'm overworked even though it's the holidays.
Pissed at the fact that I'm always supposed to be the bloody responsible one.
Pissed at the fact that you all don't give a fuck about how I feel at the moment.
Pissed at the fact that you all have the right to get all emotional and I don't.
Pissed at the fact that I can hear your fucking voices from all the way up here. Gawd of you have the sense to gossip do it somewhere you know I won't find out.
Pissed at the fact that you all just don't give a fuck about something that really means a lot to me.
Pissed at the fact that I didn't get my hair cut becausw of this shit.
Pissed at the fact that my new blackberry is constantly abused and now it's running on really low battery.
Pissed at the fact that some people have the guts to ask to abuse it somemore.
Pissed at the fact that in 2 seconds I have to go back to the studio downstairs and pretend I'm totally fine.
Pissed at the fact that I can still hear your fucking voice and it's annoying the crap out of me.
Pissed at the fact that you pissed me off. Again and again.
Pissed at the fact that I'm not down there right this moment screaming it all out in your fucking face.

By the time anyone reads this you'll probably have forgotten why I was pissed. No?

betch

2009-06-03T13:45:00.000+08:00

Why the fuck am I supposed to compromise again?

blooooody

2009-06-03T12:28:00.002+08:00

Gawd my only so called free afternoon and the piano teacher has to come calling. Gawd.

when I say JUMP you say HOW HIGH

2009-06-03T11:40:00.000+08:00

Is 9 o'clock considered early if you slept at 2 the night before? :x
I was practically sleeping while cooking.

sigh

2009-06-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

This is addictive. I'm supposed to get up early tmr to cook but oh wellsss,
Haven't even done tuition hw. Caterpillar studios at 6? Who can't make it?
Need to rehearse IU dance.

caught :x

2009-06-02T21:07:00.001+08:00

I got a lecture for accidently blurting a notsonice word at the dinner table XD

vitamin deficiency?

2009-06-02T20:11:00.002+08:00

I must be lacking Vitamin C. My gum hurts like crappp.

BR (: stockpiled XD

Not going for the auditions tomorrow. Sending in a video instead (: Peoples be at Caterpillar studio at 6? or 6.30?

blaaaaaa

2009-06-02T16:37:00.000+08:00

Dannit too bad this doesn't supposrt FB

tuition in bangsar

2009-06-02T16:27:00.000+08:00

Lol there's WiFi all over Bangsar. This is awesome!!
Chandar just let out another super burp. Gawd

phone-ing

2009-06-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

On the phone with Awin talking about yesterdays event (:

JUMP!!!

2009-06-02T12:40:00.002+08:00

When I say jump, you say how high
I ain’t never seen nobody, how they get so high
Like a bird, like a plane
This party got me insane
This party got me insane
So jump jump jump jump

Jump - Flo-rida ft. Nelly Furtado

Ultimate party hit!! Was jumping all around to it.

Current fav hits from Flo-rida - R.O.O.T.S. : Jump (ft. Nelly) & Rewind (ft. Wyclef)

Arrangement of the songs is reaal good XD

Gawd I'm addicted to Jump

argh

2009-06-02T12:32:00.003+08:00

blackberry can't acccess my navigations ): Oh wellsss. I shall change my layout soon XD

cindereeelllyyy

2009-06-02T12:06:00.000+08:00

So now all the chores have been dumped on my brother and I.
Therefore...

1. Listen to flo-rida album while dancing round with the mop
2. Neverrm EVERRRR use cutlery. Eat from the pot and use ONLY disposable chopsticks
3. Get OUT of the house (: seriously. You don't make a mess XD

Typing out on blackberry. So I haven't given up on it after all XD

Happy 15th Emma!

2009-06-02T11:08:00.002+08:00

why I chose this picture? Look at her face it's glowing XD (and maybe becuase it was the most convenient to steal XD)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMAMAMA HOOD (:

You're finally old now (: Hope you got BR. :x
Thanks for all the times we were crazy together; Thank you for being there when I needed someone to lean on; Thank you for being Emma. (:
♥ MayMay

blackberry ♥

2009-06-02T09:44:00.000+08:00

Me loves :) currently blogging on the blackberry.
Still, not sure if I reeeaaaaallyyyyy want to adopt it seeinf that I'd probably get bombarded by random people looking for my dad.

Sent the IndonesianMaid back. Have compiled a list on "how to do less chores" :)
If you're as jobless as brother and I you'll end up with a loooong list (:
Will upload when I get onto the desktop later. Mum is holding the laptops hostage now that we have chores to do

neartears

2009-06-01T20:38:00.004+08:00

She would change everything, everything, just ask her.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster.
She just needs someone to take her home.
-Beautiful Disaster, Jon McLaughlin

diversity!

2009-06-01T20:29:00.005+08:00

Diversity deserves to win. The choreo is ingenious. The music is amazing. And everything just comes together perfectly. I'm like ohemgee where the hell do they get their ideas from. They're just amazing. Love every little bit.

Diversity Semi Finals on Youtube

Diversity Finals on Youtube

If they don't deserve victory no one does

ice ice babay :x

2009-06-01T19:07:00.004+08:00

Jon Wong is a Bastard. That pretty much summarizes everything (:

Woke up at 7 something. cleaned my study table. Um. Cleaned some rubbish around the house. I have been promoted from daughter to IndonesianMaid.

Anyways. After finishing half of my chores I pushed my brother into the car, went to pick Awin and D up and headed to Sunway. Which my brother forgot the way to so we ended up stranded in the city centre and something like that. oh well, reached around 11?

Yea. So called the bastard. And idk the bastard like hung up. so the bastard being a bastard was making himself hard to find. So went to get caffeine a.k.a. Starbucks Mocha Frap.

Then dragged Awin and D into the rink with me. JON YOU BLOODY BASTARD I FELL LIKE 20 TIMES.

this is official : MayMay cannot ice-skate

So these 2 random people that we met, Wanessa and Ben which were so super nice were attempting to teach us how to skate while the bastard was skating circles around. MayMay tried catching the bastard and ended up falling on the ice D:

Yea I finally caught the bastard and dragged the bastard down with me when I fell (:

My jeans was soaked, jacket was wet. and I was freeeeeezing. The bastard has super nice friends (: At least someone wasn't bastards and let me cling onto him. Even though I dragged him down like, so many times XD

Okay, so at least now I fall down less (: Even though I still don't have the ability to chase the bastard.

So. Didn't really feel like eating. D was hungry though. And she wanted to eat laksa so Awin and I tagged along. Awin eats food meant for 3 people. Gawd I envy you woman you never get fat XP

Um. Then. Bastard said his friends want to see D and Awin. So. Went to where they were eating. And. Um. I was freeeeezing. And my jacket sleeves were soaked. So Wrapped myself in the jacket. Minus the sleeves (:

Um. Yea. Then Jon's friend Simon wanted to get his lip pierced. Whatever the reason may be I shall never manage to comprehend.

So. Walked around the whole place looking for a place that would do lip piercing. And at long last finally asked for directions. From a couple of places. Um. Finally found the place. Simon took like, half and hour deciding whether to do it or not to do it.

Lip piercing is scary. And gory. I shall never do

That was the freaaaaakiest moment. Of the half of my life that I can remember. Honest. It looks painful/ *gasps

After the scary moments. Passed by DDR machine :D Can't remember the last time I played DDR. I suck now ): Oh wellsss. Mayn I was sweating.

Just because I had fun doesn't mean you're any less of a bastard

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

31st May 2009

2009-05-31T21:23:00.002+08:00

What do you do when there's a blackout on the 31st?

Go Baskin Robbins of course (:
Got 4 quartz. And played with dry ice. Making bubbling water again :D
Honey got scared and started sniffing around.

___________________________________

What do you do if it blacks out AGAIN
Play TaylorSwift - WhiteHorsepiano accompaniment and vocals while you're brother does the guitar
In the dark XD
Then play Ne-yo - Mad. Then play some other random songs till the lights come back on (:

BTFC closed tournament '09

2009-05-30T19:50:00.002+08:00

I'm actually posting this on 1st June. So basically don't blame me if I can't remember every little detail.

So. Hartamasians are monkey (: We were the only ones who cheered super loud for our teammates. And before sparring everyone were eating bananas XD

Ohwells. Silver for poomsae. Gold for sparring (: Now I have muscle aches all over my body. For the first match I just listened for people to start shouting "MayMay whack her!" And I just went wild and whacked XD Somehow won 8-0. Practically screaming "die!die!die! in the middle of the arena"
For the first half of my match with D in teh finals I was just standing there keeping my distance and the ref kept telling me to fight. Then during the break my coach was like

Oi What happened to your spirit? Are you scared of her? Just whack her as if she's going to rape you

So I did (: And won. Though only by 2 points XD. our school got second runner-up (: I'm so proud of all of you! Ashwin and Nadhil especially. You guys were awesome. The ref is biased XD
Ashwin I never knew you could fight like that. Nadhil-amazing. need I say more?

I love each and everyone of you people!! Special thanks to JinHong and Anthony. you guys know I practically owe you guys my medals (:

Pride and joy (: I practically hugged the trophy to sleep for one night XD

teacher's day '09

2009-05-29T13:44:00.002+08:00

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

So. Teacher's day. Went to school early and lepak-ed around, taking advantage of the fact that there was no morning duty XD did lines at the foyer. then speeches. I missed perasmian because of my gate duty shift.

Went for gate duty with Harris; Cern and June were sitting there. So Cern stayed with me for my shift because Harris wouldn't talk unless you prod him with a stick (metaphorically) Cern was fretting over her IU performance and we were vandalising trees XD

Then Awin and Preveena came down for their shift. Cern and I stayed. Hannah finished her shift at Gate A and came over the join us at Gate B. Stayed with Awin. And then Intan went 'OMG'. so we all turned around and had a WTF moment. Izzatt was stripping up there. LOL. And then Awin was like ' we can see you Izzatt, and so can the people in the houses there'.
Then Izzatt, Ben, Joe, Daniel, Amirul and Hazim came down. And yea. We were jobless so Izzatt played football with a leaf and did other random things XD

Awin's shift was over. So we all went to Gate A for Izzatt and Daniel's shift. Hannah Awin and I then went up and walked around selling cupcakes. Finished the cupcake. Awin bought one for Navin apparently to confuse the RainbowDonkey.

Hannah and I went back down to Gate A. Amirul, Ben, Izzatt, Daniel and Joe were there. So. yea. We were belting out No Boundaries off key XD because we were so jobless. Amirul started it!!
Basically we were singing random songs becuase we were so bored. Waiting for Ben's shift to be over. After Ben's shift Hannah and I had backstage duty. So we were trying deperately to find probates/prefects to help us because all the people were already taken *coughs. Those that were singing at GateA and did backstage with Hannah and I should know.

Thank god backstage wasn't hard. So yea. That was a good thing. Um. The performances. Teachers were so good! (: Um. Harris and SantaRowena and this other 2 guys on guitar were really good. The twin on the violin was super cool. Um. This one girl was super beeetchy. And. Urm F5s were really good. And theirs was super last minute.

After that I was chilling with Cern. And we both decided we'd pass up our already completed seni projects after hols because we couldn't find the teacher. My batiks are ugly. The paint was horrible. Oh wells. It was done during diagnotics so it isn't really my fault. I just outlined my design with a clear crayola and painted the whole thing :D

So that concludes my last day before the 2 week holiday. Which reminds me. tomorrow is BTFC closed. *gasps. I still have muscle ache. and I'm nervous. thats rare XD

muscle ache

2009-05-28T19:12:00.002+08:00

so many things to do. not enough rest. My whole body is screaming and I still have to go to school tomorrow. when I get home tomorrow hopefully I'll have time to sleep. otherwise i'll jump off a 20 storey building.

Patiently wait to hear the word you never said

aku tau kenapa kau tak peduli

2009-05-26T20:46:00.001+08:00

http://akutakpeduli.blogspot.com/2007_10_01_archive.html

came across this while I was doing KGT. weird huh?

But it was entertaining. I had a LMAO moment.

art-y

2009-05-26T19:23:00.004+08:00

When you walked through the door it was clear to me
You're the one they adore who they came to see
You're a rock star, and everybody wants you
Player, who can really blame you
We're the ones who made you

Eminem ft. AmyWinehouse - We Made You

Oh Amy rehab never looked so good.
I'm going back! wahoo!

Hillarious song XD though it's kinda sick. but still hillarious.

crash coursing myself in art when I really should be studying KH. But. I lost my one and only reference book.so oh wellssss...

Later at night I suppose I'll go through Form3 but for now I'm still decinding what I'm doing for art. Oh yea. I don't suppose we could use spray paint. Becuase otherwise. I'd do something like what I did that night when I vandalized my house (:

I was pissed. XD The photo looks terrible, duh. It's a lousy digicam not a bloody DSLR which I STILL want (: and which my daddy hasn't given me ): I shall demand it again and again. Mayeb I'll get one for Christmas (: That would make MayMay a happy MayMay that would thinner off all her artwork :D

Used Silver and Black spray paint. But you cant really tell there can you? I did not go all the way out to bloody buy bloody stencils XD I want to do that for seni exam ):

Else I'll do some lousy permandangan.

baddddd kitty

2009-05-26T16:30:00.003+08:00

I realise Honey is as fat as I am. Or rather I'm as fat as Honey. She's such a fat cat I can't even remember the last time I managed to lift her. Gawd she eats more than I do. and she's a CAT.

Everyday when I get home from school she sits at the front gate and goes miao. And I call her fat when I'm just as fat as she is. !!!

Still a mystery how she manages to jump onto the roof :o

Oh wellss. Brother is going on a road trip. Backpacking off to god knows where. Come back in one piece! and I want another anklet! I think I lost the last one he gave me :x

exam humour.

2009-05-26T15:47:00.003+08:00

MayMay: Okay, example of commensalism?
Ben: I know. Shark and the remora fish. such a weird name
Chandra: Why don't people eat remora fish.
MayMay: -.-
Chandra: Because they're scared of the shark!
SueCern: Then why do people eat shark fin?
Chandra: because they're scared of the remora fish!

screwed science. Geo was the suckiest paper i sat for. i think. idk half the stuff. i'd be lucky if i got an 80. i think i should do my KGT and show her before hols because PnFlorence's extra class is on BTFC closed date so... oh wellss

PnSim: are you all sitting according to alphabetical order?
Ben: WE ARE! his name is abraHAM we just call him HAM.
PnSim: I don't find you funny Benjamin you better change back.
Ben: teacher, abraham, afif fikri, ahmad farzam, amir ashraf, amirul, arif, um... Balvin

screw this shite

2009-05-25T15:17:00.002+08:00

Screwed up BM. I think imma fail.

screwed maths because i refused to believe there's such a thing as half a motorcycle so I wrote some other thing that is definitely wrong

Screwed PJK because I couldn't be bothered to study

Gonna screw Geo because I havent started.

Gonna screw science because I haven't started either.

Gonna screw KH because I can't find my one and only reference book

Gonna screw Art. because. well... my art plain sucks. and. i don't think we are allowed to use spray paint even though I would if we could. I'm starting to love spray paint. alot (:

Oh the only reason I knew that B) zina was the answer was because AmirAshraf practically blabbed the answer to the whole class XD

burning out

2009-05-24T20:19:00.002+08:00

you know what. I finally understand why you'd rather invest in my half useless cousins than in your own bloody daughter. If I'm such a disgrace bloody disown me. You cut down everything I have and lend to your useless brother without a thought. More like give.

Gawd my sister is wailing because she has to swallow a capsule. Grow up

Anyway back to business. I do not care if you donated a bloody sperm to form this organism you know what sometimes I understand why you refuse to invest in me. Because when I leave there's no guarantee of me coming back isn't it?
Well I'll bloody make sure you get back every single cent invested in me but there's no guarantee is there? You know what? I understand full well.

lashes

2009-05-24T19:10:00.002+08:00

I realize. I lash myself with the jump rope. quite often. now my arms have red welts all over. Thank god my rope is one of those speed ropes that dont hurt so much.
Going to shower.

JON YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED

Tagged by YongRen

2009-05-24T18:28:00.004+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged. You cannot to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Um. I think it was SoyaBean
2. Last phone call: hm.. Brother
3. Last text message: Darren
4. Last song you listened to: Taking Back My Love - Enrique ft. Ciara
5. Last time you cried: um. 2 nights ago i think

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: um. sort of?
7. Been cheated on: nope
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: hmm...
9. Lost someone special: maybey
10. Been depressed: duh...
11. Been drunk and threw up: thrown up without being drunk XD

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Silver
13. Black
14. Purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yep (:
16. Fallen out of love: hahaha/
17. Laughed until you cried: hell yea.
18. Met someone who changed you: mmmm...
19. Found out who your true friends were: in a way
20. Found out someone was talking about you: duh.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: haha. I kissed Sammie XD
22. How many people on your facebook friends list do you know in real life?: most of them
23. How many kids do you want to have: idk
24. Do you have any pets: miao :3
25. Do you want to change your name: nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Um. DarrenT threw me a surprise not so surprise party
27. What time did you wake up today: 8 a.m.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: can't wait for... hmmm...
30. Last time you saw your Mother: an hour ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: could be better?
32. What are you listening to right now: The Kill acoustic - 30secondstoMars
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yup. priyanka's rotterdam-ian friend. oh wait I think he was a TIM
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Idk really.
35. Most visited webpage: blogger/facebook
36. Whats your real name: PauMayMay
37. Nicknames: paumiaomiao; May; May squared
38. Relationship Status: Its very simple (:
39. Zodiac sign:
Chinese: woof
Western: Aries
40. Male or female?: Feline XD mraowww~
41. Elementary?: SJKCKhaiChee
42. Middle School?: SMKSH
43. High school/college?: wait till I get there
44. Hair colour: Chandra colour. XD black laaaa
45. Long or short: um. longish?
46. Height: 166?
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: hahahahahaha. i wish
48: What do you like about yourself?: Um. I'm a selfhating narcissist. No I never meant to make sense
49. Piercings: just ears
50. Tattoos: maybe one fine day in the future...
51. Righty or lefty: Rightsie. But I enjoy being a bothie

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: um. idk.
53. First piercing: dont remember. I think when I was 12?
54. First best friend: this one random dude called Ryan
55. First sport you joined: Dance?
56. First vacation: the land of U S and A.
58. First pair of trainers: hmm... sometime after I was born

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: Do 100 jumpropes and then shower
62. Listening to: Renegade - DannyGokey and KrisAllen. Idk who dwnloaded it XD
63. Waiting on: my sister to finish showering

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: maybey
65. Get Married?: someday. hopefully
66. Career?: mmm... idk

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: um. both
68. Hugs or kisses: for now hugs are fine (:
69. Shorter or taller: Taller. duhh...
70. Older or Younger: haha. i suppose I'm fine so long as it isn't outrageous
71. Romantic or spontaneous: mm... little bit of both (:
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: imma want hot body (:
73. Sensitive or loud: um. depending on the situation
74. Hook-up or relationship: oh, I do not hook up XD
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: uh... i say go with the former XD

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: haha. no
77. Drank hard liquor: um. hard?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yep. I broke my glassses too XD
79. Sex on first date: hahahahahaha. no way
80. Broken someone's heart: maybe i did maybe i didn't
82. Been arrested: not yet :x
83. Turned someone down: mmm.. yea
84. Cried when someone died: hmm... dont remember.
85. Fallen for a friend?: ahh... maybey

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: hmm... maybe?
87. Miracles: I guess
88. Love at first sight: um. probably
89. Heaven: yea (:
90. Santa Claus: yayayayayayayayayayayayaya
91. Kiss on the first date: um. depends
92. Angels: yea. (:

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope
95. Did you sing today?: yes. In church. and after I got home.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: uh. no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: why would I want to?
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: um. go check my past posts. OhOh. argh I forgot
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: maybey.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: hell no XP

1.Rach
2.Awin
3.D
4.Miya
5.no point taggin Za
6.um. JON!
7.er. emma dah kena tag
8.um. Adrianna! (:
9.idk who else!
10.barney
11.Santa
12.big bird
13. Cloud Strife
14.Easter bunny
15.whoever -.-

yesterday's news today

2009-05-24T18:02:00.002+08:00

after tuition I went to SueCern's place becuase my mom had to handle bloody troublesome patients. So. Yea.
Her brother's driving is hillairous!

*starts to rain
CernsBro: I can't see a thing!
CernsMom: Did you on the head lights?

Um. Went to her place. And there was AMBERCOMBIEANDFITCH!
me is en-vi-us. god know when was the last time I bought one of those.
Her brother was playing with his DSLR. which is apparently second hand. And taking random pictures *runs away

Oh yea. Had a veeery late dinner. so-called dinner. oh wellss..

Explosions in the sky; Your hand in mine

2009-05-23T15:55:00.002+08:00

Ladadadedadada.
I'm bored so I shall crap talk here and splat out some in my head rubbish. My legs are cold. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that I'm wearing running shorts and the air-conditioner is on :x
I love my black Maine hoodie. Fell in love when it was on the rack in Debenham and bought it the next time I saw it when it was on discount XD Yes I am too poor to buy full price items. Oh wellss.

You see. My head is full of frustration. I shall say something and you all shan't judge. All ye judging fellow, well god know what to do with you it's your own brain and it's of your own free will so I can't so anything, except, except. um. Kick you in the head?

Um. I have a book on the table which I am too lazy to read. I'm not studying either because there's no way I could ever cram that many facts into my head just like that. I'd probably end up forgetting what I already know and screw the test over. Oh look the clock chimes. It means it's 4 o'clock and why the hell am I crap talking here?!!?

Answer to self: I have nothing better to do.

Right so I shall write some rubbish. What was I going to say again?

Oh. right. the rubbish is supposed to be typed out here. But then it can't be typed out here. Because rubbish can't be typed out here. Where's the justice in that!? I own a blog so I can freely express my opinions but now it's just plain dangerous because god knows if I write some 'offensive' materials to some parties and then get thrown into ISA or something. Ok lets make it more realistic, I would type something and it gets printed out and shown to the world. THEN I get thrown into ISA or something.
I don't see the point in privating my blog. And god knows I don't own a blog just so I can talk to myself all day. Man I'm ranting arnt I. I can imagine using code names every single time I type up something and then 10 years I'll look back and say "Who the HELL is RainbowDonkey"
Get what I mean?

I'm just bored. Don't mind me (: If you're reading this I'll assume you're bored too

my brother has cute friend *gasps

2009-05-23T14:46:00.003+08:00

talalalala. I imagined someones face was the target when I kicked target today. ended up hurting my ankle ):

JinHong insists on walking even though I offered him a lift at least 20 times.

Um. Yea then my brothers friends came over to celebrate his belated birthday. No cake for me thank you very much (: The cake was loaded with cream.
He has a friend that's really cute :x But I wasn't socializing. The only random stuff I said were random stuffs.

Amd. urm. My foot feels weird. Halfway through target I changed my ankle guard to the right foot and SirDonovan kidnapped Denise. So I kicked Rafique's target. And unlike you lucky people I did all the kicking. Oh wellss..

Oh ya did weighing in today so I can get as fat as I want throughout the week. But I'm not going to. I shall be on strike (:
Yes peoples I AM that weight so shaddap about it already!!

kaftans (:

2009-05-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

this is my new favourtie thing to sleep in (:

mommy bought me pretty kaftans to sleep in. so now i can run around the house in kaftan :D

me likes sleeping kaftans.

miao~

itchy

2009-05-22T15:23:00.001+08:00

there seems to be a mosquito nest underneath my table. no wonder my legs are so itchy...

Garh. there's lie 20 bites. going to get ridsect

so much for sejarah

2009-05-22T13:57:00.003+08:00

Chandra! I need you luck XD

Gawd 3A 2009 is chaotic. definitely

Chandra: heey Pn Nanay there's a MU player called Nany. And Nany's looking for
the chair. She's looking for the chair shefoundthechairand GOAAALLLLLL!
PnNany: hey, I masuk je cakap. Tadi MissYuen masuk senyap je
Chandra:
Teacher she looks like a gangster la

I tried to sleep after I finished my Sejarah paper. Everytime my head banged the table from laughing too hard. It's all Chandra and Ben's fault.

I like doing exams shoeless XD
During Moral I took of my socks and was so tempted to throw them at Benjamin's face.

boom

2009-05-21T21:30:00.002+08:00

wentallballisticalloverdad.
i'mbeingignorantofeverythingheisattemptingtodo.
tomorrowmorningirefsetogetoutofbedbeforeheleavesthehouse
andirefusetoseehimthroughoutthedayoftouchanythinghehastouchediwithin24hours
withoutwipingitwithtissuepaper

2009-05-21T20:51:00.002+08:00

i just lost my mood to study. who gives a fuck my parents don't even know i'm fucking sitting for a history test like less then 12 hours from know. and even if they knew what fucking makes them give a damn. mayn i so love the existance of profanities they make life so beautiful

2009-05-21T20:51:00.001+08:00

i'm getting worked up yes.

2009-05-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

then the whole world can know what a mighty hellabitch of a daughter you fucking have bastard sonovabitch die fucking burn in hell

2009-05-21T20:49:00.003+08:00

you know what. the easiest is to just stab myself take everything out and fucking sew it all up again. that solves every single fucking problem he has. dream on about having me attend one of your fucking functions ever again. i can embarass you sooo much more than i did the last time.

2009-05-21T20:49:00.001+08:00

maybe i should cancel everything containing carbs out of my diet as well.

second thoughts

2009-05-21T20:48:00.001+08:00

on second thought. i'll just forgo all food items after 1 pm every fucking day just to give him a fucking piece of me.

fat

2009-05-21T20:45:00.001+08:00

going on a fucking fruit and fluid diet becuase my own fucking father fucking called me fat. it pisses me off. do you expect me to be like anpother one of those anorexic bitches. Well i apologise for being over 50 kilos but puh lease could you be at least gracious about it you fucking choleric bastard. die. you're way fatter than i am. die dei die die die burnnnnn

skippy!

2009-05-21T17:23:00.001+08:00

awww. my brother can't skip rope!! *gasps
skippieskippieskipskip

My teacher's day cards

2009-05-21T16:56:00.002+08:00

The dream begins with a teacher who believes in you, who tugs and pushes and
leads you to the next plateau, sometimes poking you with a sharp stick called
"truth." ~Dan RatherThe mediocre teacher tells. The good teacher explains. The superior teacher
demonstrates. The great teacher inspires. ~William Arthur Ward

The task of the excellent teacher is to stimulate "apparently ordinary"
people to unusual effort. The tough problem is not in identifying winners: it is
in making winners out of ordinary people. ~K. Patricia Cross

Still doing it even though I really should be studying. Oh wellss

KrissAllen - The DarkHorse

2009-05-21T16:21:00.003+08:00

Favourite song by Kris - Heartless. he PWNED heartlesss!!! And I love love love love it when he uses the guitar. or piano for that matter. SheWorksHardForTheMoney was so Mraz-ish I fell in l u r v e with it XD

Favourite song by Adam- MadWorld. Melted in front of the computer and started going all fangirlish it freaked my brother out. My brother looked at his face and immediately said he was gay. -.- oh wellsss. He's jealous XD

*mums phone rings
Mum: Go check who's calling
Bro: I don't know who it is but it sounds like a dungu
Mum: Hello.... you missed the van? ... okay mummy will send the driver.
Mum: gorgor, go pick her up
Bro: What!! Why meeeeee?!!?!
Mum: be a nice brother
Bro: SHE PURPOSEDLY MISSED THE VAN! JUST BECAUSE THERE'S NO AIRCON AND THERE'S AN INDIAN!
Mum: be nice to your sister
Bro: JUST BECAUSE OF AN INDIAN SHE PURPOSELY MISS THE VAN! I REFUSEEEE!!
May: *laughing on teh floor in my room XD

Internet is being a beeeech again. ish. Brother bought a big bottle of Skippy. Looks like I'm going to get fat again. *gasps. Alaaa who cares. I'm not going to bother losing weight for BTFC closed. I'll have to lose e v r y t h i n g including my muscles and water weight if I even want to imagine being 48 kg. Can't remember the last time I had a 4 in the first digit. Apparently darling president has a concert until 12 midnight the night before. Arghs.

I'm not losing weight. I wonder why... XD Maybe it has something to do with the fact that I practically ate half of my brother's birthday brownie. And it was biggggg. ohmagad. I'm doooooomed.

RainbowDonkey

2009-05-21T16:12:00.003+08:00

RainbowDonkeyRainbowDonkeyRainbowDonkey

talalalalaaaaaaa. Awin and her RainbowDonkey.

HRUUUU

2009-05-21T16:09:00.002+08:00

May: Do you know her?
Bro: Of course la
May: then why did she type 'hru'
Bro: HRU is the sound that camels make
May: *bursts out laughing
Bro: Why you laughing. Not funny also
May: *continues laughing
Bro: Mei 神经病
May: I thought of tabla classes when you said camel

Sanguines = attention seekers XD

2009-05-21T15:27:00.004+08:00

Sarah: kriswon
MayMay: Whaaa?
Sarah: kris won
MayMay: whaaaat?
Sarah: KRISALLENWON
MayMay: are you serious

So Sarah was being emo throughout English paper 2

To be extremely honest. I had no idea who I was supporting for AI 8. Adam has the most amazing vocal range ever and the way he sings slow songs makes me m e l t. Literally. I love the way Kris is Mraz-ish. I fall in love with his acoustic stuff. I shall download all songs (:

After English we were playing personality tests with Pn Hazizan. We are going to open the SANGUINE club XD
Shazuwin: *bangs table
PnHazizan: you can laugh but don't bang the table. Pergi kat batucaves!
Chandra: *waving at someone from another class
PnHazizan: oi Chandra apa kau buat ni? nak pergi kerja kat airport?
MayMay: But they can't see him at night!

Sanguine the obvious example - Chandra

Sanguine indicates the personality of an individual with the temperament of blood, Night, the season of spring (wet and hot), and the classical element of air. A person who is sanguine is generally light-hearted, funloving, a people person, loves to entertain, spontaneous,leader abilities, and confident . However they can be arrogant, cocky, and indulgent. He/She can be day-dreamy and off-task to the point of not accomplishing anything and can be impulsive, possibly acting on whims in an unpredictable fashion. This also describes the manic phase of a bipolar disorder. The humour of Sanguine is usually treated with leeches. The reason it is treated with leeches is based on the process of the blooding be sucked out and being able to understand the effect of the process.

Choleric

Choleric corresponds to the fluid of yellow bile, the season of summer (dry and hot), and the element of fire. A person who is choleric is a doer . They have a lot of ambition, energy, and passion, and try to instill it in others. They can dominate people of other temperaments, especially phlegmatic types. Many great charismatic military and political figures were cholerics. On the negative side, they are easily angered or bad-tempered.
A person described as "bilious" is mean-spirited, suspicious, and angry. This, again, is an adaptation of the old humor theory "choleric."
The disease Cholera gained its name from choler (bile).

Melancholic - Pavan

Melancholic is the personality of an individual characterized by black bile (hence Greek μέλας, melas, "black", + χολή, kholé, "bile"); a person who is a thoughtful ponderer has a melancholic disposition. Often very kind and considerate, melancholics can be highly creative – as in poetry and art - but also can become overly pre-occupied with the tragedy and cruelty in the world, thus becoming depressed. The temperament is associated with the season of fall/autumn (dry and cold) and the element earth. A melancholic is also often a perfectionist, being very particular about what they want and how they want it in some cases. This often results in being unsatisfied with one's own artistic or creative works and always pointing out to themselves what could and should be improved.
This temperament describes the depressed phase of a bipolar disorder[citation needed].
There is no bodily fluid corresponding to black bile; the medulla of the adrenal glands, which decomposes very rapidly after death, can be associated with it.[citation needed]

Phlegmatic

A phlegmatic person is calm and unemotional. Phlegmatic means "pertaining to phlegm", corresponds to the season of winter (wet and cold), and connotes the element of water.
While phlegmatics are generally self-content and kind, their shy personality can often inhibit enthusiasm in others and make themselves lazy and resistant to change. They are very consistent, relaxed, rational, curious, and observant, making them good administrators and diplomats. Like the sanguine personality, the phlegmatic has many friends. However the phlegmatic is more reliable and compassionate; these characteristics typically make the phlegmatic a more dependable friend.

So apparently according to PnHazizan Sanguines correspond with Melancholics. (chandra/Pavan) ROFL moment.

Um. I'm Sannguine/Choleric. buahahahaha. Sanguine - gilagila. And. urm.
AdamLambert!!! MadWorld in finals is a w e s o m e. Haven't watched Kris' performance.

back again

2009-05-21T15:24:00.001+08:00

Sorry for my dissapearance. Streamyx decided to be a beeech.

So anyway. Let me take you peoples back the the past.

Didn't study for 1st day because I was having a horrible stomachache

Bro: I diagnose you with stomach cancer. Oh no!

Didn't study for 2nd day because I had Hari Guru thing and Seni to do.

Not studying now because I have the internet back XD

48 kg?!? madness

2009-05-18T15:27:00.001+08:00

Looks like I wouldn't be losing weight for BTFC closed after all. If I do I'll have to be 48 kg. So I don't see the point. I might as well be building muscles now...

Brother bought a huge tub of protein thingy. It tastes horrible

Anywayss.. Losing weight till I'm 48 kg is just suicidal. Therefore... :D I shall bake cake for brother XD.

18th May babies

2009-05-18T15:12:00.006+08:00

Forgot the date today.

Happy Birthday People!

Brother-
No you are no longer young (: Whatever it is you're forever forever my big brother. Idk what else to say you'll probably kill me if I say anything more... XD Graduate from Med-school! And stop buying weird food in the middle of the night. I'm supposed to lose weight XP
♥ MayMei

Denise Lim Hsui Yen. Self proclaimed Narutard.
Hey sexAyyy! I'm so sorry this is the only picture I have of you becuase of your unphotogenicy XD Happy 15th. Don't worry you're still young. May we have many many pieces of chocolate cake together in the years to come. Best of luck for PMR. Don't worry you'll ace it (: For some reason I will never comprehend you were not in school today... Oh wells. Priyanka did try to call... Long live animeism XD lots of love ♥ MayMay

chocolates heal my pain

2009-05-17T21:03:00.002+08:00

Rhum FourreTruffes. delish. makes me feel to much better

Global Prayer Day 2009

2009-05-17T13:57:00.002+08:00

I'll be going to SIBKL for fellowship (: it's the day right after BTFC closed. the video is so, idk. i feel so inspired and touched.