I guess this is me.
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May May.
I hate being stereotyped, but maybe I'm not so special after all.
I love Vampires =) and sexy cars

Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken.

When it really hurts, chocolate doesn't help the pain. But practicing my turning kick does.
In reality I suppose I'm a day-dreamer and a paper-chaser.
I music is my solace; dancing is my language.
Knowledge is my bungee cord. Books are my unguilty pleasure.
I'm a sucker for love stories XD
I love rainy days.
I like snowflakes, But I don't like it when it's too cold.
I love hiding underneath my fluffy comforter

You can't always get what you want.

Starbucks = Love.
I'm not weak, I'm just emotional.
I wish my feelings didn't have to be so complicated.
Baking is the only sport in which you'll gain weight.
Computer games; yes I play. Blame brother dear who literally forced me to play DotA and CS.
Though I can't find it in me to enjoy COD4

If you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far

I still have a soft toy collection.
I guess I never want to stop being a child.
When I bother shouting at you it means I'm actually giving you a second chance. When I don't even bother acknowledging your presence anymore you know you're better off dead.

Walking like a one man army.

I speak. Then I think it through.
I try not to take things too seriously.
I try to change. I've tried once to many.
I have severe mood swings. Steer clear

Post: 705

am posting crap. Not becuase I have nothing better to do but becuase I feel like I have to. It's raining outside. My day was, uh, boring. Nothing happened that I should note down. Well I called Awin just now and we talked for like half and hour? Then it started raining and both of us had to go collect baju into the house. Uh. Idk what to say.

I feel like changing my blog address. But idk what to change it to. Will change once inspiration strikes me.

OH btw for Olympiad I only managed to answer 6 out of 9 questions. And my answers were all stupid

f(n) is the sum of the first n numbers.
0,1,1,2,2,3,3,4,4,5,5,6,6,7,7.....
Prove that f(s+t)-f(s-t) = st

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

MayMay's stupid answer:
n = 4 because 0+1+1+2 = 4 therefore n = 4
f(s+t)-f(s-t) = fs+ft-fs+ft = 2ft
Since f(n) = 4 and n = 4 that means f = 1
so f(s+t)-f(s-t) = (s+t)-(s-t) = s+t-s+t = 2t

uh. I forgot what I did next. crap.

all I remember is somehow I did something and then winded up with 2t = st
and I couldn't take back my paper so I really forgot what I wrote.
SunPhang and KokWing didn't exit the hall until the end. Me and Cern went out after we got bored of drawing on the free paper they supplied XD. Well I did. Not sure about Cern.

Uh. sorry Awin I wasnt paying attention to guys. I was doing last minute study using BlackBerry.

And. uh. Ohwell. idk what else to say.

Thinking of changing to a non-navi skin so it's easier to use on my BB but me likes thie skin ):

All the thing I couldve done/ am supposed to do today:
1. Taekwondo training
2. Interact carwash
3. Pn. Florence extra class

And of all the things to do I chose to go for a suicidal maths competition. Gawd I really don't know how KokWing and SunPhang talked me into this and I really don't knwo what I'm doing in UM in front of the exam hall before the Olympiad Maths competition but for some reason I'm here. Sigh.

Happy Birthday HannahWongSoonYee. The girl that gave me 200 headaches because she changes her blog address, like, every 2 months? If she changes her house address that often her husband gonn be broke! The girl with the voice of an angel (: Keep smiling
♥ MayMay

P/S I realized it's not exactly 12 yet but oh wellllssss XD I hafta sleep soon need to wake up tomorrow for Olympiad which I have absolutely NO hope of winning.

Forgot to type this out, but playing with powders are the most awesome thing. Ever.

Argh I went downstairs to get BR and Rach went offline): JamaicanAlmondFudge+Pralines&Cream. the only 2 flavours left in my fridge. BR always tastes great. Though originally I had a craving for M&Ms but oh well BR is better :D

oh well. Back to story. Pn Nany let us do the experiment about the reaction between minerals. For some reason, when I did the experiment with carbonate my boiling tube cracked for no reason I was like "WTF". But then our result was positive XD
Uhm. Then she let us do the reaction between metals and oxygen which was so kewl. Flaming boiling tubes. I like. I was soo cool it looked like a lava lamp. Awesomeness. Wish I took pictures.

Note to certain people: Love me hate me I don't really give a daaaamn. Seriously I hate, hate, hate fake hypocrites. And you know what you've never changed since the start. I try so so so hard to be nice to you. It was all pointless. Second, Third chances for you to prove yourself humanwith morals, turns out you really are rotten down all the way to the core. Just go get a life. Stop acting nice to me in front of me there's only so much I can take. So go bitch about me all you want don't even think for a moment when something matters I'll take pity on you. It's so hard to pity you. Seriously it is. I can only be nice to you when you continue stabbing me for that long. Go be fake with your fake friends for all I care, stay out of my sight. And don't even bother singing along to a song that started from my side of the class.

What if my chances are already gone. I started believing that I could be wrong.

Belting out tunes during sivik. Apparently my project is all wrong and I'm getting really low for mid-terms but idk why I just don't care.

Dandelions are my new favourite. Since doing Gate B Sarah Ellise and I make flower chains everyday xD

Finished sivik. You wouldn't believe how I did it. Its so obviously the most malas persons job. Seriously. There's zero effort in it. But technically it does contain everything its supposed to contain. I just couldn't be bothered to arrange it. I'm not handing my geo. She's seen my draft and someone deleted times new roman from the desktop and brother took his laptop to sarawak. I think. So yea. I lost half my project so I have to redo :x so much for wanting to sleep early...

It's not cute anymore. It's stupid!
Sex is responsibility!!

Pn. Hazizan says the most memorable things XD

Okay Amirul was jobless so he wrote down Ben's fuuuuuuuuul name on the board. Benjamin Ong Boon Keat a/l Bernard Ong something something married to .... And it ended at the other end of the board. ROFL moment!

Colour theme for IU day is now Black/Red. Looks like I have to dig through wardrobe again. Or maybe it's a excuse for me to go shopping :D

uhm. Passed up my seni project. He said my batiks were ugly D: okay maybe they were. the paint was retarded. But then he said: "ini tak penting" so oh wells (:

Everything on my computer is italic D: Idk what happened. I'm attempting to change it back but I can't find the right button to click. Ooops looks like I can't do my Geo project XD I heard she was hospitalised :S

Oh crap someone deleted TimesNewRoman from my desktop. grrrrrr.

Will blog again later after settling somethings

Doing simultaneous linear equations. And already I'm reaching for the calculator. I can't believe I'm supposed to go for olympiad this saturday. I'm just gonna pull all your marks down. I'm reaaaaally sorry KokWing and SunPhang you guys are geniuses and you'd probably win if someone smarter than me were on your team. Flipped through SunPhangs past year papers and I'm like 'ohshite someone needs to teach me trig NOW' and gimme a brain transplant as well. Gawd I feel horrible.

KokWing crash course me tmr? :x

Since the colour theme this year is Black&White I have ransacked my wardrobe and dug up these:



Zebra print dress my brother chose for me when we went out shopping. It doesn't have sleeves though. And me loves me boots I can stab people with it :D and it's obvious it's above the knee. The top part which the flash decided to hide is a wide collar. And it looks weird with a shawl. So me refuses to wear shawl if I wear that D: I'll have to wear my Matrix long coat over it. Urgh. stupid dress codes D:



Can't get anymore "decent" than this. White shirt, black vest, black tie, black slacks. This outfit sticks to my skin like a second skin. Seriously. And though it's not in the picture I'll probably wear this with my new black and white flats. Uh... yea I look like a dude XD

So help me? :x

This is Pinky (:



This is PaddingtonBear



This is Shamu :D



And noowww I have Ladybugbug!!



yay yay Ladybugbug eat my Math homework!

Image says all (: Spread the word!

Got back some test papers. Surprised at my essay marks. I was so scared I'd go off topic. Screwed up my objective paper though somehow I got an 88.
By some unknown miracle I got an A for BM. A 78 a but oh well the paper was freakin hard. Garh.
Uhm. Math was dissapointing. Only got a 92. Cern got 99. The only subject I only seem to be able to beat her in is English. And that's by luck.

Next monday prefects meeting they're going to announce the new exco board. Everyones getting excited about pelapis. Honestly, budak ini sudah tak kisah. Reason being:
1. Too much competition. Tak yah harap to get post
2. Pn. Sim is leaving the board. ): even though pn. Hazizan will still be with us.
3. No idea who the new prefect teacher is going to be.
4. I'm hoping to get a post in ed-board. If I get pelapis I wouldn't be able to give more commitment to ed-board.
But then I'd be really dissapointed too seeing that all you awesome people are getting pelapis and you guys would be doing so much without me. And then you all will get exco and during camp you people will be organising and I'd be stuck on some bizzare team. That's just gonna be reaaal sad ):

When you talk about love being all "soft and buttery" as some people say it. I guess I'm forced to object no? Love is like free falling. Off a cliff. You feel the rush of the wind, you feel like you're flying. You feel you have no limits, no boundaries. You feel the world no longer matters. That is before you fall smack into the ground. Your bones crushed to debris. Then you realize you've just had your heart melted and ripped out. Love is for idealists. Yet without suffering how can anyone know the meaning of happiness. Without love I cease to exist.

Hillarity ensured. Suecern, Pavan and I freaked Chandra about the details of the horrors of smoking. But apparently he wasn't freaked. I practically bullshitted everything I'm surprised anyone actually believed me. Oh welll. Um. kokWing freaked people with his extremely high pitched girly scream on the way back from science lab. ROFL moment! Um. I haven't done my geo XD thank god she didn't come

confuzzlement

As much as I owe you for donating your fucking sperm and dna to create this organism I can't find anything in me that has to ability to thank I dickhead like you. Anyone dares call me and ask for you I tell them you're dead you fucker. You make me cry I seriously seriously am going to make you bleed till you're dry and don't you dare ever even think that I can't.

"Heaven isn't a place"
"I didn't say it had to have map coordinates"
"If it were in the sky then the birds would get there before you. If it were under the sea then the fish would be first"
"Then where is it?"
"Its inside you. And outside too"

Benji actually acted like a reasonable canadian snob today. I kicked Loi in the face and couldn't stop laughing. Idk but it was really funny. I kicked Loi in the stomach too. He's nice to kick because he's the correct height and he's tough so it makes a nice sound. Pillars are nice to hug because they're cold and hard. Even though marble would be much better, concrete's fine when you can't be bothered. Sir Donovan thinks I should see a doctor if I'm dying. I think I'm so used in self diagnosing I wouldn't even bother with doctors advice. Its all the placebo effect anyway. Just take whatever pill you feel like taking and they all work the same. Except when you find out its all placebo then none of them work at all. I'm emmiting such a dark aura my cats ran away from me. There's a thunderstorm. Fantastic.

I don't even know why I bother arguing with you anymore. Its fixking useless. I don't even know why I try so hard myself when its obvious you really can't give a fuuuck what happens to me. You know how many times I wished I was adopted and I had my real parents somewhere out there that are actuslly willing to sponsor my college education. And you really don't give a damn. All you ever do is make me do everything and just never ever bother acknowledging me. You know how pissing off that is. Oh look your little sister can wash her own plate! Let's buy her a nintendo DS. You go wash every other persons dishes. Seriously I'm nlt your fucking indonesian maid. But you just love throwing everything to me don't you? And I don't even have the right to comain. I don't even know why I'm still talking to you when all I get are sharp orders. I'm not cinde-fucking-rella. Last night after readint this Picoult book I was actually being grateful I wasnt shot dead by my own father. Nowadays I can't seem to wait for the day I die. I use to think I was too valuable an asset with such a bright future ahead of me if only I would work hard to get it. Now I just think I'm another potentially suicidal/homicidal teen tht wants to run away from home. I hope you don't pick me up from tkd. Rrally I do

brothers friend came over before they went off for debate. Brother won't be home for a weeeeek *gasps more chores for me ): John seriously reminds me of some anime character. XD

Entertaining. Watching my sister scream while playing left4dead. I kinda like that game XD cept for the disgusting sound the zombies make. Daammn sick. Ahahaha

it's easy for all of you isn't it? May May this, May May that. Jie this, Jie that. I fucking pisses me off. I've already lost my voice screaming replies. I'm already fucking sick. As in physically and mentally. Now would yuo fucking give me some peace and let me dig my own ditch so I can die in it. Shut. Up,

this. is. so. not. what. i. call. a. holiday.

I can't wait for the year to be over. I can't wait till my parents go back to work like full time. I can' wait till the day I die.

you know what. seriously. I know you're my brother and all. but what the fuuuck does anything I do have anything to do with you. Whats your business in critisizing every aspect of my life that you never had a chance to have. Bugger off. seriously. i'm supposed to be on holiday but I can't imagine being under more stress.

Koreans have very, very, very good choreographers (:

Random title. I finished my tuition work in BM. My hair is so uncontrolable. Um... Daddy has been breathing down my neck to start studying...

Finished season 2 of gossip girl. Ohemgee I can't believe Chuck and Blair finallly happened!! me loves season finale (:
Another reason I love this phone. Torrents plus headphones equals gossip girl anywhere XD
Can't bloody wait for season 3.

gogo watch Chandra singing What I've Done on Facebook

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1164696400168&ref=nf

hillarious!

Chandra: to cross out what I've beeeecomeeeeeeeeee...;
can'tsinganymoreI'mgonnagetheartattack

ROFL moment!

I have a tail now! nyaaaaaaaaaaaa. My hairrr ): If we go out I shall show you the horror upon horrors. And me bought a new dress LAST NIGHT so XD

I left my hair in the hands of a lala stylist. She was nice. but... um.
I shall post pictures later. Going out now.

Woke up late thanks to Miya. did I write about it yet? XD
oh well. Got into my new outfit which I'm quite pleased with considering I did speeeeed shopping that day. Leaving at about 2, Damn I still need a haircut

Teabreak now. Will blog later.

Skipped taekwondo because I just woke up XD blame it on Nakajima Miya I was up till 3 last night

Thanks to my imcredibly intelligent friend ( yes Miya this means you) I am baking cupcakes at this time of the night. In front of the TV. Woman yoi owe me!!!
Not using the measuring so god bless the people eating this. And I'm using whatever ingredients I can find so.... (:

Makeup ready, outfit ready. Scouring the house for makeup remover which I can't seem to find ):

Watching The Sniper because I don't have anything better to do again. Technically I do have homework and projects. But oh wellls (:

This is a post dedicated to all the times we laughed together; all the time we got high together (as if we were on drugs); all the times we did something stupid together; all the times we cried over something ridiculous; all the times we fought over something even more ridiculous; all the times we made up after fighting over that ridiculous something; all the times we spent 2 hours on the phone talking till the phone bill went up up up; all the times we did something embarassing and lived to tell; all the times we were dealing with one of your many many many love interests XD; basically every memory we shared. This is a post dedicated to:

Doing the chicken dance in Perdana Siswa Auditorium in UM.
Can't remember tha last charity concert in a reeeaaal auditorium I had. I think I was 11. Gawd I miss this (:
The auditorium is really cool. The stage is huuuuge. Sam and Miya are running round the place.

Tamara is sooo adorable (: I shall take a picture of her if she stops running away XD

Miya just put a plastic ait on her head cuz she's bored...

Refuse to do my sister's share of the chore (: I need a non-navi skin soon XD
Rehearsals later on. Then I think I have to go shopping (:

Watched half of The International because I was bored and my sister was screaming over the fact tht her luggage isn't packed the right way. She still hasn't packed and she's leaving tomorrow. God bless her

blogging out of obligation. Finished half of the chores. Still half to go. Dad is making lunch. *gasps
Hope I don't get a stomachache XD

Looks like no more flip-flops for me. Apparently it damages.

Fuck off. Seriously. You're pathetic acting annoys me

You know the best part about sitting on a street corner when it's dark outside?
People see that you're carrying nothing but a slingbag and dressed to warm for the weather and ignore you because assume you're just another running away from home. When in reality you're just a little girl looking for someone to rely on. Beacause you just realized that all this while your world just crumbled around. And all the people that claim they care don't gove a damn.

I guess you don't

Pissed at the fact that nobody has any sense of responsibility. pissed at the fact that for the second year in the row - actually put effort into something for absolutel nothing.
Pissed at the fact that I take something really really seriously and what was it even for?
Pissed at the fact that I tore a thigh muscle for no reason.
Pissed at the fact that I spent hours watching dance choreographies when I could've put in so much more to my studies and I didn't get any results.
Pissed at the fact that I haven't eaten dinner.
Pissed at the fact that I'm overworked even though it's the holidays.
Pissed at the fact that I'm always supposed to be the bloody responsible one.
Pissed at the fact that you all don't give a fuck about how I feel at the moment.
Pissed at the fact that you all have the right to get all emotional and I don't.
Pissed at the fact that I can hear your fucking voices from all the way up here. Gawd of you have the sense to gossip do it somewhere you know I won't find out.
Pissed at the fact that you all just don't give a fuck about something that really means a lot to me.
Pissed at the fact that I didn't get my hair cut becausw of this shit.
Pissed at the fact that my new blackberry is constantly abused and now it's running on really low battery.
Pissed at the fact that some people have the guts to ask to abuse it somemore.
Pissed at the fact that in 2 seconds I have to go back to the studio downstairs and pretend I'm totally fine.
Pissed at the fact that I can still hear your fucking voice and it's annoying the crap out of me.
Pissed at the fact that you pissed me off. Again and again.
Pissed at the fact that I'm not down there right this moment screaming it all out in your fucking face.

By the time anyone reads this you'll probably have forgotten why I was pissed. No?

Why the fuck am I supposed to compromise again?

Gawd my only so called free afternoon and the piano teacher has to come calling. Gawd.

Is 9 o'clock considered early if you slept at 2 the night before? :x
I was practically sleeping while cooking.

This is addictive. I'm supposed to get up early tmr to cook but oh wellsss,
Haven't even done tuition hw. Caterpillar studios at 6? Who can't make it?
Need to rehearse IU dance.

I got a lecture for accidently blurting a notsonice word at the dinner table XD

I must be lacking Vitamin C. My gum hurts like crappp.

BR (: stockpiled XD

Not going for the auditions tomorrow. Sending in a video instead (: Peoples be at Caterpillar studio at 6? or 6.30?

Dannit too bad this doesn't supposrt FB

Lol there's WiFi all over Bangsar. This is awesome!!
Chandar just let out another super burp. Gawd

On the phone with Awin talking about yesterdays event (:

blackberry can't acccess my navigations ): Oh wellsss. I shall change my layout soon XD

So now all the chores have been dumped on my brother and I.
Therefore...

1. Listen to flo-rida album while dancing round with the mop
2. Neverrm EVERRRR use cutlery. Eat from the pot and use ONLY disposable chopsticks
3. Get OUT of the house (: seriously. You don't make a mess XD

Typing out on blackberry. So I haven't given up on it after all XD

why I chose this picture? Look at her face it's glowing XD (and maybe becuase it was the most convenient to steal XD)


You're finally old now (: Hope you got BR. :x
Thanks for all the times we were crazy together; Thank you for being there when I needed someone to lean on; Thank you for being Emma. (:
♥ MayMay

Me loves :) currently blogging on the blackberry.
Still, not sure if I reeeaaaaallyyyyy want to adopt it seeinf that I'd probably get bombarded by random people looking for my dad.

Sent the IndonesianMaid back. Have compiled a list on "how to do less chores" :)
If you're as jobless as brother and I you'll end up with a loooong list (:
Will upload when I get onto the desktop later. Mum is holding the laptops hostage now that we have chores to do

Diversity deserves to win. The choreo is ingenious. The music is amazing. And everything just comes together perfectly. I'm like ohemgee where the hell do they get their ideas from. They're just amazing. Love every little bit.

Diversity Semi Finals on Youtube

Diversity Finals on Youtube


If they don't deserve victory no one does

Jon Wong is a Bastard. That pretty much summarizes everything (:

Woke up at 7 something. cleaned my study table. Um. Cleaned some rubbish around the house. I have been promoted from daughter to IndonesianMaid.

Anyways. After finishing half of my chores I pushed my brother into the car, went to pick Awin and D up and headed to Sunway. Which my brother forgot the way to so we ended up stranded in the city centre and something like that. oh well, reached around 11?

Yea. So called the bastard. And idk the bastard like hung up. so the bastard being a bastard was making himself hard to find. So went to get caffeine a.k.a. Starbucks Mocha Frap.

Then dragged Awin and D into the rink with me. JON YOU BLOODY BASTARD I FELL LIKE 20 TIMES.

this is official : MayMay cannot ice-skate

So these 2 random people that we met, Wanessa and Ben which were so super nice were attempting to teach us how to skate while the bastard was skating circles around. MayMay tried catching the bastard and ended up falling on the ice D:

Yea I finally caught the bastard and dragged the bastard down with me when I fell (:

My jeans was soaked, jacket was wet. and I was freeeeeezing. The bastard has super nice friends (: At least someone wasn't bastards and let me cling onto him. Even though I dragged him down like, so many times XD

Okay, so at least now I fall down less (: Even though I still don't have the ability to chase the bastard.

So. Didn't really feel like eating. D was hungry though. And she wanted to eat laksa so Awin and I tagged along. Awin eats food meant for 3 people. Gawd I envy you woman you never get fat XP

Um. Then. Bastard said his friends want to see D and Awin. So. Went to where they were eating. And. Um. I was freeeeezing. And my jacket sleeves were soaked. So Wrapped myself in the jacket. Minus the sleeves (:

Um. Yea. Then Jon's friend Simon wanted to get his lip pierced. Whatever the reason may be I shall never manage to comprehend.

So. Walked around the whole place looking for a place that would do lip piercing. And at long last finally asked for directions. From a couple of places. Um. Finally found the place. Simon took like, half and hour deciding whether to do it or not to do it.

Lip piercing is scary. And gory. I shall never do

That was the freaaaaakiest moment. Of the half of my life that I can remember. Honest. It looks painful/ *gasps

After the scary moments. Passed by DDR machine :D Can't remember the last time I played DDR. I suck now ): Oh wellsss. Mayn I was sweating.

Just because I had fun doesn't mean you're any less of a bastard


He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

What do you do when there's a blackout on the 31st?

Go Baskin Robbins of course (:
Got 4 quartz. And played with dry ice. Making bubbling water again :D
Honey got scared and started sniffing around.

___________________________________

What do you do if it blacks out AGAIN
Play TaylorSwift - WhiteHorsepiano accompaniment and vocals while you're brother does the guitar
In the dark XD
Then play Ne-yo - Mad. Then play some other random songs till the lights come back on (:

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

So. Teacher's day. Went to school early and lepak-ed around, taking advantage of the fact that there was no morning duty XD did lines at the foyer. then speeches. I missed perasmian because of my gate duty shift.

Went for gate duty with Harris; Cern and June were sitting there. So Cern stayed with me for my shift because Harris wouldn't talk unless you prod him with a stick (metaphorically) Cern was fretting over her IU performance and we were vandalising trees XD

Then Awin and Preveena came down for their shift. Cern and I stayed. Hannah finished her shift at Gate A and came over the join us at Gate B. Stayed with Awin. And then Intan went 'OMG'. so we all turned around and had a WTF moment. Izzatt was stripping up there. LOL. And then Awin was like ' we can see you Izzatt, and so can the people in the houses there'.
Then Izzatt, Ben, Joe, Daniel, Amirul and Hazim came down. And yea. We were jobless so Izzatt played football with a leaf and did other random things XD

Awin's shift was over. So we all went to Gate A for Izzatt and Daniel's shift. Hannah Awin and I then went up and walked around selling cupcakes. Finished the cupcake. Awin bought one for Navin apparently to confuse the RainbowDonkey.

Hannah and I went back down to Gate A. Amirul, Ben, Izzatt, Daniel and Joe were there. So. yea. We were belting out No Boundaries off key XD because we were so jobless. Amirul started it!!
Basically we were singing random songs becuase we were so bored. Waiting for Ben's shift to be over. After Ben's shift Hannah and I had backstage duty. So we were trying deperately to find probates/prefects to help us because all the people were already taken *coughs. Those that were singing at GateA and did backstage with Hannah and I should know.

Thank god backstage wasn't hard. So yea. That was a good thing. Um. The performances. Teachers were so good! (: Um. Harris and SantaRowena and this other 2 guys on guitar were really good. The twin on the violin was super cool. Um. This one girl was super beeetchy. And. Urm F5s were really good. And theirs was super last minute.

After that I was chilling with Cern. And we both decided we'd pass up our already completed seni projects after hols because we couldn't find the teacher. My batiks are ugly. The paint was horrible. Oh wells. It was done during diagnotics so it isn't really my fault. I just outlined my design with a clear crayola and painted the whole thing :D

So that concludes my last day before the 2 week holiday. Which reminds me. tomorrow is BTFC closed. *gasps. I still have muscle ache. and I'm nervous. thats rare XD

so many things to do. not enough rest. My whole body is screaming and I still have to go to school tomorrow. when I get home tomorrow hopefully I'll have time to sleep. otherwise i'll jump off a 20 storey building.

When you walked through the door it was clear to me

You're the one they adore who they came to see

You're a rock star, and everybody wants you

Player, who can really blame you

We're the ones who made you

Eminem ft. AmyWinehouse - We Made You

Oh Amy rehab never looked so good.

I'm going back! wahoo!

crash coursing myself in art when I really should be studying KH. But. I lost my one and only reference book.so oh wellssss...

I realise Honey is as fat as I am. Or rather I'm as fat as Honey. She's such a fat cat I can't even remember the last time I managed to lift her. Gawd she eats more than I do. and she's a CAT.

Screwed up BM. I think imma fail.

you know what. I finally understand why you'd rather invest in my half useless cousins than in your own bloody daughter. If I'm such a disgrace bloody disown me. You cut down everything I have and lend to your useless brother without a thought. More like give.

Gawd my sister is wailing because she has to swallow a capsule. Grow up

Anyway back to business. I do not care if you donated a bloody sperm to form this organism you know what sometimes I understand why you refuse to invest in me. Because when I leave there's no guarantee of me coming back isn't it?
Well I'll bloody make sure you get back every single cent invested in me but there's no guarantee is there? You know what? I understand full well.

I realize. I lash myself with the jump rope. quite often. now my arms have red welts all over. Thank god my rope is one of those speed ropes that dont hurt so much.
Going to shower.

JON YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged. You cannot to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Um. I think it was SoyaBean
2. Last phone call: hm.. Brother
3. Last text message: Darren
4. Last song you listened to: Taking Back My Love - Enrique ft. Ciara
5. Last time you cried: um. 2 nights ago i think

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: um. sort of?
7. Been cheated on: nope
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: hmm...
9. Lost someone special: maybey
10. Been depressed: duh...
11. Been drunk and threw up: thrown up without being drunk XD

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Silver
13. Black
14. Purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yep (:
16. Fallen out of love: hahaha/
17. Laughed until you cried: hell yea.
18. Met someone who changed you: mmmm...
19. Found out who your true friends were: in a way
20. Found out someone was talking about you: duh.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: haha. I kissed Sammie XD
22. How many people on your facebook friends list do you know in real life?: most of them
23. How many kids do you want to have: idk
24. Do you have any pets: miao :3
25. Do you want to change your name: nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Um. DarrenT threw me a surprise not so surprise party
27. What time did you wake up today: 8 a.m.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: can't wait for... hmmm...
30. Last time you saw your Mother: an hour ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: could be better?
32. What are you listening to right now: The Kill acoustic - 30secondstoMars
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yup. priyanka's rotterdam-ian friend. oh wait I think he was a TIM
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Idk really.
35. Most visited webpage: blogger/facebook
36. Whats your real name: PauMayMay
37. Nicknames: paumiaomiao; May; May squared
38. Relationship Status: Its very simple (:
39. Zodiac sign:
Chinese: woof
Western: Aries
40. Male or female?: Feline XD mraowww~
41. Elementary?: SJKCKhaiChee
42. Middle School?: SMKSH
43. High school/college?: wait till I get there
44. Hair colour: Chandra colour. XD black laaaa
45. Long or short: um. longish?
46. Height: 166?
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: hahahahahaha. i wish
48: What do you like about yourself?: Um. I'm a selfhating narcissist. No I never meant to make sense
49. Piercings: just ears
50. Tattoos: maybe one fine day in the future...
51. Righty or lefty: Rightsie. But I enjoy being a bothie

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: um. idk.
53. First piercing: dont remember. I think when I was 12?
54. First best friend: this one random dude called Ryan
55. First sport you joined: Dance?
56. First vacation: the land of U S and A.
58. First pair of trainers: hmm... sometime after I was born

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: Do 100 jumpropes and then shower
62. Listening to: Renegade - DannyGokey and KrisAllen. Idk who dwnloaded it XD
63. Waiting on: my sister to finish showering

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: maybey
65. Get Married?: someday. hopefully
66. Career?: mmm... idk

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: um. both
68. Hugs or kisses: for now hugs are fine (:
69. Shorter or taller: Taller. duhh...
70. Older or Younger: haha. i suppose I'm fine so long as it isn't outrageous
71. Romantic or spontaneous: mm... little bit of both (:
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: imma want hot body (:
73. Sensitive or loud: um. depending on the situation
74. Hook-up or relationship: oh, I do not hook up XD
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: uh... i say go with the former XD

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: haha. no
77. Drank hard liquor: um. hard?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yep. I broke my glassses too XD
79. Sex on first date: hahahahahaha. no way
80. Broken someone's heart: maybe i did maybe i didn't
82. Been arrested: not yet :x
83. Turned someone down: mmm.. yea
84. Cried when someone died: hmm... dont remember.
85. Fallen for a friend?: ahh... maybey

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: hmm... maybe?
87. Miracles: I guess
88. Love at first sight: um. probably
89. Heaven: yea (:
90. Santa Claus: yayayayayayayayayayayayaya
91. Kiss on the first date: um. depends
92. Angels: yea. (:

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope
95. Did you sing today?: yes. In church. and after I got home.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: uh. no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: why would I want to?
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: um. go check my past posts. OhOh. argh I forgot
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: maybey.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: hell no XP

1.Rach
2.Awin
3.D
4.Miya
5.no point taggin Za
6.um. JON!
7.er. emma dah kena tag
8.um. Adrianna! (:
9.idk who else!
10.barney
11.Santa
12.big bird
13. Cloud Strife
14.Easter bunny
15.whoever -.-

after tuition I went to SueCern's place becuase my mom had to handle bloody troublesome patients. So. Yea.
Her brother's driving is hillairous!

*starts to rain
CernsBro: I can't see a thing!
CernsMom: Did you on the head lights?

Um. Went to her place. And there was AMBERCOMBIEANDFITCH!
me is en-vi-us. god know when was the last time I bought one of those.
Her brother was playing with his DSLR. which is apparently second hand. And taking random pictures *runs away

Oh yea. Had a veeery late dinner. so-called dinner. oh wellss..